on a side note before i crash for the night - lulu always brings one of her dog toys to bed with her each night. hence why i end up rolling over on squeaky toys in the middle of the night sometimes. but it’s just so cute i can’t bring myself to stop her from doing it.
oh how fucking neato.
don’t mind me i’m just bleeding to death randomly ok. which really puts a huge kink in my sex life - and not a good one. another doctors visit. another copay. another awkward visit with my feet in stirrups trying to pretend like i am ok with the entire scenario. i mean i did have that cyst show up on the ultrasound back in 2012. and then the whole cervical cancer cell scare of 2013. man i don’t even know anymore perhaps “the thing” has taken up residence in my uterus. either way i’m dying so goodbye cruel world.